-Gain more muscle
-Be more flexible
-Better skillz
Retrospect
The last two years, especially these past few months, have been going seemingly, in fast forward. I don’t really know where all the time has gone. I’ve been on a roller coaster of emotions. One moment I’ll feel happy, content, and utterly carefree. Then the next moment, I’m confronted with a cold hard dash of reality and then all I feel is scared and complacent. But I’ve come to terms with my current situation. If I had to sum up my life at the moment, I guess I would have to say that I’m in limbo. I’m not where I used to be, but not quite at my destination. To be honest though, I have this rather comforting feeling of stability that I have never fully experienced before. I’m hoping that this feeling is a by-product of my hard work. Relating to almost every aspect of my life, I would say that I’m no longer actively looking for anything else. I think I’m just wanting the same, if not more, out of what I already have. It’s hard to fully put that into words but I’m hoping the gist was conveyed.
It’s definitely 3 AM. I’ve got a long day at the gym, studying and working tomorrow. But on the bright side, one more week of school! Talk about a silver lining.
1. A man is strong and resolute.
2. A man takes chances.
3. A man is persistent.
4. A man is honest with himself.
“The twins of a deranged serial murderer grew up. One got heavy into drinking, drugs and basically being a social miscreant, culminating in finally murdering a guy over some petty reason. The other twin made his way through school, earning a degree, and running a small business that flourished. Two guys. The same genetic make up. They asked both, one from his office desk, the other through the glass of a prison visiting room, “Why do you think you turned out the way you did?”
They both responded with basically the same answer,
“Look at my father, what else was I supposed to do?”
It’s all in your mindset, young Jedi. ”
This next week
needs to go by faster. Working tomorrow and Monday, and then a Chem test on Tuesday and a Bio lecture test on Wednesday. Thursday will thankfully be the end of it all. And then straight off to Pismo Beach down south with my friends from school for the weekend! It’s going to be a much deserved break. Also, one of my best friends will be back on the 8th and my family is going to have a big family bbq for my grandpa’s birthday (weird since a lot of people don’t like each other). A few things to be excited about. After all of that, it’s just more school and then a hectic summer. This summer is going to be: summer school, interning at Regional, working, AKA-ing and hanging out with friends and family when I can. And finally, a new start at a new school. I can’t wait. Now, back to the books. What would my life be without studying for Bio and Chem…
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